Listening to ge qian now ( my blog music), while typing these out

4th of April, mark the day where Miss Tan Ru Zhe Elaine attended her last tutorial in her Uni life and probably last tutorial for her life (at least for now). The moment i step out of the classroom, really feel like doing something very fen kuan, wanted to go out desperately, wanted to shout out loud that i am free

But i was once again constrainted by the fact that i need to study for my exams, and somemore tml i nid to work, so i need to make use of my limited free time to study...really feel pathetic for myself at this point of time, feel like bawling, think that my life is very ke lian (hahhaha think of pitying myself).

Actually i am not so ke lian ah, i noe actually i am vv lucky and xin fu already. Terence even came down to my house to help me set up router and network card, so that both of my hm laptops can surf net at the same time, but then since i am so xin fu already then why my eyes are misting when i am typing these out. Think i juz pity myself, why make myself until so tired for what??

But i believe that what i did is correct, shuo wei: Bitter first den sweet, hope i can taste the sweetness in the future. Muz jia you okie Ruzhe, if you believe that you can do it, you can do it. Believe in yourself!!!!!!