haven been blogging for quite some time. Time has pass far too quickly for my own liking ever since my birthday. Soon xmas is coming, which mean 2004 will be ending soon. Wow, that seems so fast and unreal to me. This holiday is the first and only holiday after my "A" level that i did not work. Not that i cant job, i even reject a few jobs offer as i really wanted to do my own things during this holiday. Though i am not exactly that busy but there are stuffs here and there that i want to do and it will be tough if i am working. Really glad that i make the right choice. But YEar 2004 has been good to me. Lots of uneventful things had happen and though i had slowly overcome it one by one, but it still leave a deep and painful memories. And i am not spare of another one this holiday, wonder whether this event will change my life completely or will it be a turning point in my life. I am officially 21 years old but in few days time, i will be 22 years old, wow that really scary at how times flies. Many troubles and problems come with the package of a grown up, lots of new decisions will need to be make by me. I am not sure whether i am capable of making such decision. Thankfully i can always count on my family, my bf and my dearest frens for valuable advices and constant support. I am really grateful and thankful for that. Also realise that in the past though we still count of our dear ones for support but we can never be more thankful to them now when we realise how their support mean so much to me. For 2004 , what is the thing that i gain more? it is the understanding of the importance of the people around me and support me all these 21 years. Big HUg to all of u out there